I was considering giving-up being an artist when markets crashed. About a year after the crash, I left investment banking as poor as I'd entered. I did some odd jobs for friends including managing a short-lived senatorial campaign and remodeling a farm. As my 39th birthday approached, I realized I had never put all the talents that I had developed to support other peoples' visions, behind my own.
I loved sculpting but had never really concentrated my skills on the art. In 1992, I decided I'd rather fail completely trying to do what I wanted than limp along doing something about which I didn't feel strongly.